razorsaw: (*angst angst angst*)
James "Razorsaw" Backes ([personal profile] razorsaw) wrote2010-01-11 11:01 pm

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I don't know what to do. I've messed up everything I've tried to do lately. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope.

Like I don't want to keep on going.

I'm scared.

I just. I don't know if I'm worth it even to myself anymore.

I'm so god damned scared...

[identity profile] samatethecookie.livejournal.com 2010-01-12 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
Please know it's okay to be scared. I You can still wake up in the morning and keep going in everything you wish to do, whether it's the little things or life in general. I know you're not going to agree with me or anyone else right now, but you are worth it. You're never not worth it.

[identity profile] purple-drake.livejournal.com 2010-01-12 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
What the above poster said.

Also, I think the fact that you are scared says something. It may be that some changes will be necessary to make things better, but the fact that you do feel scared and not just numb suggests you still do feel like there's somewhere you can go or something you can do--even if you don't know what it is consciously. If you didn't have hope, or something else to hold on to, you wouldn't have anything to feel scared of losing, ne?